Its interesting what you are able to do today. I mean like a few days, weeks, or months ago. You might not have thought about something like what you are now able to do. It just that each day a person grows stronger and more able to conquer the problems they ahve, and I am quite pleased with this. I have recently in fact today have been able to conquer a problem that I have had. I am glad that I am able to move to the next step. I knew that my problem would hinder some of my plans in the future. Well not ruined but serverely injury. As a naval officer, a public figure and a personal flaw can bring your creditability into question, so today i had to make choice and whither to move forward and keep the flaw. It was not a hard decision. I do not have the tiem for flaw anyway, so i have to move forward there is to much pressure for me not to move forward. Althrough I am not doing ti for the others, I am also doing it for myself since I as I move forward, I am more able to help, and I love to help,s o it only makes sense for me, but oh course, I am being really good at talking around the issue, so I will say that my issue was sexual in nature. Not that I would cheat, but if I did not get this flaw down it would open a avenue for me to get into a bad situation mental, and spiritualm and I can not have that. Well, I move on. OK, well, I am still in school for CMEO. It apperas that for some reason I did not graduate CICO school, but I did graduate CICO school in fact, I have a certificate at home that says I did. i wonder what is going on. Oh well, I will address that issue later. I want to say right now that I love Mellissa, she is so cool. I am greatly blessed by her. I imagined the other relationship I could have had, and I do not think that any of them could be as satifing as the one I have with her. Thanks. Ummm... I am so sore form working out my upper body I mean I have not done that for some time, so my body is sore, but I jsut need to get back in there and do it again. I also have not been on the bike for a while, so the hills (read: mountains) here are kicking my butt, but keep riding on. I mean I am not going to let a little thing like Mt. Vernon get in my way. Ummm.. yea moving on. I will see Mellissa soon, so celebration are in order with fireworks and cotten candy and stuff, but I do not have any money for that so sadness. Well, I guess I am donw, so I'll talk to you all later. Peace.